Behind the Character
I have been immersed in this world for almost ten years. I have worn wigs, ball-gowns, and told the stories of princesses that are portrayed in a way that is pure, and filled with principle and tradition. Separating the childhood fantasy, from the adulthood reality has been challenging for me, as I near my later 20's. Because I spend so many hours in the mindset of such whimsical, lovely characters, it has caused me to question my own opinions if they are conflicting with the ones I transform into each weekend. It makes me wonder if I am being sincere, if I am desiring to think differently and challenge my depth, perspective and intelligence- because I spend SO much time playing a PART. From an outside look, I appear to be joyfully living through this fantastical world. And to be honest, I do love MANY aspects of this job. But, I have become aware of the lasting effect it has taken on my personality- a security blanket if you will. I truly have begun to belie
